I.A.B.
Journal Entry: Wed Mar 26, 2008, 11:13 AM
Its All Bullshit
I have a lot of friends
..Yet I Dont hear From Them
Whats Another Day
Yet sometimes theirs so much oxygen
I forget to breath
Right now every one is dead to me...
As My Mom
.I dont Need her never did never will( I Know the Truth)
I finally realize every one has fucked me over.
Friends
Family
Her
Them
You
Its Sad But its Live and every one just demands me to give
I give and they take
Yet Never Say Never Again
Dont just call me pessimist
Try To Understand
I finally realize
Every one just cares About I
I fucking hate how you dont see
You Dont See Me
I Hate, I do Admit Yet Its Me So That Makes It, Ok
Im to know to stick to your guns
And I wished I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay
She said that I'm not the one that she thinks about and
She said it stopped being fun, I just bring her down
I said, "Don't let your future be destroyed by my past"
She said, "Don't let my door hit your ass"
beat me outta me
but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
Well I got your late night call
You're in the center of it all
You're havin a ball
And your really doin fine
And I believe you
Now we drive the night to the ironies of peace
You can't help deny forever
The tragedies reside in you
The secret sights hide in you
The lonely nights divide you in two
All my blisters now revealed
In the darkness of my dreams
In the spaces in between us
But nobody's ever knew
No bodies
Nobody's felt like you
No bodies
Love is suicide
But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up
One baby to another says
I'm lucky to have met you
I don't care what you think
Unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
I travel through a tube
And end up in your infection
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
I like you
Come down and waste away with me
I'm over my head, out of her head she sang
I believe the love you talk about with me
is it true, do I care
honestly, you can try to wipe the memories aside
but it's you that you erase
I'll make a joke so you must laugh
Don't shake, i hate to see you tremble.
Trembling you've lost your touch,
Haven't you?
I`m so addicted,
So addicted.
"Hold me darling, just a little while"
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I would miss.
I listen to you talk
But talk is cheap
And my mouth is filled with blood
From trying not to speak
the heart of a child
is in your hands now
so let's see you smile
'cause i'm not impressed with your loneliness
and it's been a while
since you forgave all your changes made
so let's count the miles together
And if you cut yourself
You will think you're happy
never lose that feeling
never, no, no
never lose your feelings
never, that's for sure
Black and white picture of her on my wall
I waited for her call,
reluctant I followed but I never dreamed there
would be someone there who would catch my attention
I wasn't out searching for love or affection
Can't live for tomorrow,
Tomorrow's much too long
Where the sun don't ever shine.
I would shiver the whole night through
and once again, you'll pretend to know that
there's an end, that there's an end to this begin
it will help you sleep at night
I took my love, I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
and I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Good friends we have had, oh good friends we've lost along the way
It's hard to believe that there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe that I'm all alone
And you learn to accept it
You know it's so pathetic
- Mood:
Anger - Listening to: People Talking Shit
- Reading: your messeges
- Watching: The Messege Boards
- Playing: with my head
- Eating: no food
- Drinking: no drinks
Devious Comments
I've been tagged by
ok random facts about me are...
1.im painfully shy
2.ive never had a nose bleed lol
3.the city scares me
4.even though i never talk in school, you cant shut me up at home xD
5.i weighed 3 pounds when i was born
6.i hate when people call me meghan instead of reghan because they think its a misspelling lol
7.ive never had detention
8.math is my favorite subject
The rules are:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged
I tag:
ahh i couldnt get 8 different ppl..sry lol
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sure well..
ill send you something..
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well ill send it...
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